We have all tried to reach outside of our own realm. I dreamed, at times that I was at the carnival. I opened the curtain and a woman would always welcome me home. I don't know this place, yet I know it better than my own life. This is a real dream and haunts me from time to time.
The first one I had was when I was four, then at six, and again at twelve. This dream has never stopped, I keep getting older and they treat me the same as I walk through the curtain. She keeps saying "where have you been?" the others greet me as a lost baby in their hands.
I know this is a short post but you need to think.
by Cuddle40 (PM , CC ) on Monday July 28, 2008 @ 7:55 AM
I actually did, I changed my eating habits and stopped drinking and now I am gaining weight. Can you explain how healthy eating makes you gain weight? I eat nothing with iron (because it will kill me), and I eat my veggies. Can you explain how deep fried food makes me feel better? I my bad times I am reminded to eat deep fried "anything", it make me tummy settle.
In life, it doesn't matter what weight you are, it matters what weight you leave on the world. Anybody can leave a joke, but he left reality in is music. Iz was a man beyond his years, can you say the same about yourself? I know I can't, but at can see a person's worth without compromising mine.
by Cuddle40 (PM , CC ) on Monday July 28, 2008 @ 8:38 AM
You wrote, "In life, it doesn't matter what weight you are, it matters what weight you leave on the world. Anybody can leave a joke, but he left reality in is music. Iz was a man beyond his years, can you say the same about yourself? I know I can't, but at can see a person's worth without compromising mine."
by AZRON (PM , CC ) on Monday July 28, 2008 @ 9:47 AM
Interesting dream Cuddle.... a recurring one usually means an unresolved issue. Once you have resolved the source, it will disappear. I sometimes do dream interpretations. See if any of this makes sense to you.
The carnival could mean trying to recapture a childlike emjoyment in life, or the flip side of that is you have too much going on in your life, quanity but not quality. Learning to laugh at yourself and enjoy others is helpful.
The woman represent the creative intuitive, receptive, nurturing side of yourself, the relatedness, feelings and unconsciousness.
The curtain could mean various things. it depends on if it is opened, closed or draped over something. An opened curtain means opportunity for growth, seeing beyond the present situation. Closed curtains means to hide away or closed off from self and others. Draped over something suggests hiding certain aspects of self.
The family or the sense of that means the integration of all the aspects of the self The embrace into their arms represents comforting, loving and nurturing oneself which is very healing.
I leave you with this little tidbit of food for thought.
by PolarB (PM , CC ) on Monday July 28, 2008 @ 6:56 PM
AFter reading what PB commented...perhaps it all just has to do with your feelings of being a separate entity from your family for so long...and that you do hide a lot of yourself from others...you stay at arms length. You really DO want to be apart of other's lives but hesitate.
by lalepop' (PM , CC ) on Tuesday July 29, 2008 @ 12:20 AM
Good morning, Cuddle my sweet! Of course!!! I do believe in you and cherish your friendship. You are a wonderful person with an amazing soul.
You know... I never know if you are supposed to read other people's comments on other's blogs or not. Is it a conversation between author of said blog and commenter or is it public domain??? I sort of skim through sometimes and at quick glance, if you are eating healthy and there's just more of you to love... yay! (says she who would probably BOUNCE if she fell off, say.. a horse ) tee hee....
ha ha ha!!!! You make sure to have a good day today, okay??? Sincerely ~Kenzie ((Hugs))
Hello Autumn. If you feel like "it is a good place to be right now" then you do understand the dream better than most. I hope you don't feel a need to hide from life but if that is where you need to be, try a walk and talk to God along the way. I love long walks with God and talking to Him, mostly I love to hear what He has to say.
I hope your summer has been great and you find the next move to adult life pleasant to your desire in life.
Have you made up your mind what you want to do with your life?
Miss ya little one come by again when time allows.
Continued prayers, added hopes and even bigger (((Hugs)))!
Sincerely ~Kenzie
That is weird. Change your eating and drinking habits and see if that helps.
Best of sunny days and cool nights to you and yours,
Love you little girl~Cuddle
P.S. I am sorry about Pumpkin, better days to her as well.
In life, it doesn't matter what weight you are, it matters what weight you leave on the world. Anybody can leave a joke, but he left reality in is music. Iz was a man beyond his years, can you say the same about yourself? I know I can't, but at can see a person's worth without compromising mine.
very profound thoughts -
I am unsure what the dream means....
The carnival could mean trying to recapture a childlike emjoyment in life, or the flip side of that is you have too much going on in your life, quanity but not quality. Learning to laugh at yourself and enjoy others is helpful.
The woman represent the creative intuitive, receptive, nurturing side of yourself, the relatedness, feelings and unconsciousness.
The curtain could mean various things. it depends on if it is opened, closed or draped over something. An opened curtain means opportunity for growth, seeing beyond the present situation. Closed curtains means to hide away or closed off from self and others. Draped over something suggests hiding certain aspects of self.
The family or the sense of that means the integration of all the aspects of the self The embrace into their arms represents comforting, loving and nurturing oneself which is very healing.
I leave you with this little tidbit of food for thought.
Bear Hugs,
PolarB ;)
but I am not good with interpretations.
I just Love the songs of Izzy and I must tell u that I relate to ur dream and u.....but than I relate to Amy Winehouse too!
You know... I never know if you are supposed to read other people's comments on other's blogs or not. Is it a conversation between author of said blog and commenter or is it public domain??? I sort of skim through sometimes and at quick glance, if you are eating healthy and there's just more of you to love... yay!
ha ha ha!!!!
You make sure to have a good day today, okay???
Sincerely ~Kenzie
Cuddle~ Did you ever watch the Addams family when you were younger??
Have a nice day!
Cheers! ~Kenzie
I feel like that would be a nice place to be right now.
Hope you are well, friend.
I hope your summer has been great and you find the next move to adult life pleasant to your desire in life.
Have you made up your mind what you want to do with your life?
Miss ya little one
ron