I like being the nice guy. I like to help when it is my power even if it cost me. I am not a rich person, as a matter of fact I live between paydays. I never ask anything from any one but in my own way I don't want to be disrespected for helping them.

A few weeks ago my son called me, on this day, and whined about his child payment that she screwed up on. I listened for a long time and then told him "We can take care of it." I payed on that debt without even a thank you.

This morning I get another call from Zac. He is upset with other issues and wants me to make him feel good. I do, but there is the outstanding issue of the storage units, they are delinquent again. He got in my face about it this morning and in return I got in his face, this was not a cuddle day! He tried to bring the responsibility down on me; trying to prove I was the bad person.

Okay, I am going to try and calm down. I pay $30/month on my unit and $50/month on his. He paid once in two years and is jackin his jaw at me because I am late on a payment. I reminded him that I paid his child support, and he reminded me he didn't ask. I am grateful to know how my own son truly feels about life because it will save me a lot of time, money, and gas.

I love m son but I hate the person he has become. Any advise better be good cus I'm not in the mood!

(Sorry, not so "me" today.)