It takes two to make one. It takes pain to make life beautiful. It takes a life to die; it takes death to make you live. It takes you to allow me to be human.
I would have never made it this far without you, any of you. We can forgo the half inch gash on my forefinger; I will clean the keyboard later, I need to go forward.
When did we all fall so far away from each other. It seems we are pressing on the seams of reality causing pain to the people we care for in this reality. I have to ask... what do you have without this realty? You're cyber friends, where are they when the day is done and you rest alone? When life spins out of control, who grips your reality and brings you hope?
As a child, I rolled off God's lap. I found myself in His garden, although, I am sinking in to the warm earth. Hell hath no fury but I la, la, la, love life.
Jason Mraz is a fantastic artist; I love the music he produces. You will be hearing more of him from me. I find comfort in his words. Until then... Keep the Faith~ Cuddle
Leaving everyone behind to fulfil a desire is wrong in my standards. College is a bigger challenge than I thought and I want to quit. However, pulling B's out of the magic hat makes be want to try even harder. My Com instructor gave me my grade and then followed with "all those late points would taken you a grade higher". First thought was "I need the sleep" and the second thought was " It's a "B", give me a break!"
My Gen instructor graded me with a comment in goals. She said love is not a goal it is an intention. I can't wait to here the reply to my comment on that one. No, I was not nice or professional because love is a goal for all of humanity to achieve.
Okay, on to the movie Enchanted. This is a movie for all to see. It is wonderful for kids and beautiful for adults. The humor is space through the entire movie and the trailers do not spoil any of the events for the viewer. A magical story that encapsulates animation and life into one beautiful story. If you buy or rent the movie, you must look at the movie extras for this song. Everything in this DVD is fantastic.
I hope everyone enjoys the movie. A little personal note: I miss comments to and from Ron. I miss my Kenzie and her life that brings me joy. I miss {without saying) HeatherScot, to whom most of my transition would have never transpired. Heather is finishing up college and I've been therewith her. She showed me that it is never to late for an education. It is never to late for a job change.
By the time I graduate I will be about forty five. The question is, will I live through it? I am still pondering an associate degree verses a masters. Both have advantages and disadvantages and I am still not sure I want this headache at all.
I think I would rather just be in love and be myself.
I am in a bit of a playful mood today. Since it is early... I'll play here.
I came home at two in the morning; no desire to be at work on my birthday. While I was sitting outside of my place I saw John taking to a friend. Another person joined the conversation, that made me walk over to enjoy. The conversation was something like this:
"What is it, no one sleeps anymore?", I asked as I approached the fence. I was greeted by John (even in the dark I could see his smile).
"We are all night people, like you. We are just trying to wind down." John said with a giggle and a smirch.
We stood in the dark and chatted away about anything and everything. (The weather man said a possible chance of snow or rain." He was right, as we were talking the snow started. The other two guys went home as John and I continued to talk. Forty-five minutes later, as the winds kicked up and the rain started, we decided it was time to retire to our homes.
The time outside was great, the chat was a hoot and yes.... it was just me in my denim vest and a scarf while it was snowing. Call me crazy but I love this time of year. Like I said, I'm in one of those moods, and that is a good thing.
42 and who? I am not that old; when did this happen? I was twenty two last week; where did the time go? I use to look up at the sun, now I look up to my son when did I get so old?
The whiskers on my face remind me of days gone by. Although think about this:
There are no islands here. I am a man far from home. I wait to see what tomorrow will bring and find myself alone. No better blessing than a new start on life and I am working on that. Miss and love you all.
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